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19 May 2010

Promised to blog, so here it is (: Exams are over, results aren't anything near what I wanted, this is the result of not studying consistently, playing around all day long leads to disaster :( Got lectured by both my Physics & Chemistry teacher... Failed Chinese, Add Maths & S.S as usual... History was alright... got 10/13 for my essay ^^

So it's time for me to stop wallowing in self-pity and start pulling up my socks or else I'll really be digging a grave for myself... Starting revision later (:

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Wednesday, May 19, 2010

18 April 2010

Hmm... Gonna have Mid year exams from 30th April onwards till 13th May... I don't particularly like exams, but still, all of us have to do it... I don't even think I'm 1/4 prepared.... there's only about a week left... So gonna get reprimanded after I get my results... Die liao :( The only thing I've been practicing is Add Maths... the rest I just don't bother or I don't care... I need some study motivation to spur me to study (:

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Sunday, April 18, 2010

11 April 2010

Finally the Nationals are over, can start concentrating on studies and conditioning my body liaos... Although my sister set a 4 hour compulsory study period that has to be completed everyday which does not include homework time, I don't mind, it's for my own good anyways...

Last Friday, something GREAT happened, I got your number ^^ although it took me a while to ask, probably about 10 minutes or so to just open my mouth hahaha, I'll never regret opening my mouth (: . Then, I was teased the whole day, I walked to my school's side and all I heard was your name, went to the other side, heard your name too, apparently, your school also knows ahahaha...

I want you to know, that you're the first that I've felt so strongly about, hopefully I don't botch this up and I'll pray that you'll be mine ^^ I know that I will not lie to you or deceive you in any way because I think you're the one for me, my perfect one <3

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Sunday, April 11, 2010

28 March 2010

I get scolded for not updating LOL... Nvm, today went for training with Tee Yong, did 300x4, 200x2, all were not good timings, off form most probably. Did 200m lunges under the hot sun but I peservered and completed it :D Don't blame me if I'm off form tomorrow, it ain't my fault lolol Nationals starting 1st April, ending 9th April, hopefully can win something! :D Go athletes! :p

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Sunday, March 28, 2010

21 March 2010

Holidays aren't holidays if you have to wake up at 7 daily right? My "holidays" were packed with training, homework and other things which made me wake up earlier.. Can't even enjoy my sleep... Latest I've woken up is 9 plus, pathetic haiz... I'm guessing that I'm gonna sleep early tonight, after dinner (:. Tuition restarting at 11am later, I want my Sunday freedom :( This is so crappy lol... I want break but I don't see a break in the near future... Damn the school system! Bye!

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Sunday, March 21, 2010

19 March 2010

Today's training was !@#$%!!! Mad, tiring, mentally torturing, tough like rock!

Morning did body stabs, then went to the hall to do all the friday crazy workouts, jumps, muscle endurance & lunges. Went back to the gym to do more torturing abs exercises, then training ended for the morning session at least...

Moving on to the afternoon's session, 300x5, 300m lunges, cut to 200m lunges. 1st: 44s, 2nd: 45s, 3rd: 45s, 4th:46s, 5th: 49s. Luckily all were below 50s or else I think coach would be a bit dissapointed. 200m lunges is freaking HELL!!! I felt like giving up after the 50m mark, I stopped several times as I thought my thighs were going to drop off... After crossing half of the 200m mark, coach was ranting off : How to do 43s if you cannot even lift your body for a few metres or something like that, I was like pissed or more determined or something, I chionged another 30 metres or so before tiring out... then finished the rest of the way... Mentally torturing day... This is madness... Hopefully on monday, I'll see the difference!

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Friday, March 19, 2010

18 March 2010

I realise, I blog every 2 days haha, so that's good. Today, objectives are to finish my s.s homework, history notes memorized, finish up E. Maths, revise E & A Maths. hmm... that's about it for the studying part...
Now, on to the other part. At night, gonna celebrate Lewis's Birthday at Pasir Ris Coasta Sands, I think it's the one at the Escape there, those type of bungalow minature type hehe... Hopefully I don't wake up hangover tomorrow hahaha...

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Thursday, March 18, 2010

16 March 2010

My house has fogging now look like a major haze outbreak. Yesterday, I asked, she said "We can only remain as friends" so I'd like to say that, I'll still keep on loving you but not as a lover anymore, as a caring and concerned friend. It's time to let go, but can I really let go? I'm not sure of my willpower to give you up anymore. Haiz... I slept from like 8~9 only.. so that's about an hour or so... The other hours were spent thinking, wishing, hoping, crying, feeling the pain that crept back into my heart, the heartache of rejection and relization. Haizz....

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Tuesday, March 16, 2010

14 March 2010

Was not keen on blogging, but yesterday, SOMEONE scolded me stupid for not blogging, and even wrote on my tagboard hahaha... Nvm, now I'm blogging so she'll call me smart for blogging HAHAHA! School holidays for a week, how super... I'm packed with homework and trainings, tomorrow evening gonna head to the library to finish some of it. Gonna start on E maths today and finish it by 9. Hopefully I can finish or else I'll stay up to finish it. Tomorrow, I'm suppose to complete chemistry and the following day s.s. Wednesday will be for history and so on and so for... Bye! :D Have a nice week people!

P.S to the person who scolded me stupid: You also need to blog ^^ Don't blog = I have nothing to read and I'll be bored :)

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Sunday, March 14, 2010