07 June 2009

Since that day, I've regretted it, you seemed like the type that would take it as fun and not something serious, I guess my judgement was way off...I know you said you didn't like surprises, yet I still dealt one after another until you couldn't take it. Even after you said that you were alright, I didn't believe because as you said, we both know what each of us is thinking. You're 100% right to say that I pick on some weaker ones but that's because I've experienced that, you've also experienced what I've gone through, I didn't know...If I had, I would not have done it to you and we would still be friends. You didn't tell me that you were being dixiao, did you not want my help? I could have helped you as I was considered "Weapon X" at there.

Till today, I'm still stunned at your reaction.. That's why I regret it so much, even if you'd smile and laughed that day, I still know that you're still sore underneath. I told you that you could repay the favour anytime, just ask and I'll come, this is naturally still open, the 1 from me = 10 from you offer. I do not wanna lose a friend like you cause you're like one in 100,000, irreplacable to me.

Everyday before I sleep, I hope that you would message me "Hey, let's drop this and patch up" or "You just got PUNK'D!", I am still hoping for this to happen... You know that without you I will not be the same again because you have already altered my life, without you, the whole of me will feel that something sharp has pierced it and is bleeding, only you can heal it. I wish to chat and laugh at your jokes again... So, try and understand my feelings and come to a conclusion.

xuan yu took an umbrella @ Sunday, June 07, 2009

Name:Yip Xuan Yu
Age:16
Gender:Male
Location:Singapore
Likes:Winning, Training, Food,Deserts, New Friends
Dislikes:Backstabbers, Idiots, Arrogant people, Rain

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